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I was deeply distressed.

A few weeks ago, I had the honor and privilege of representing our national organization, Adult & Teen Challenge, at the National Prayer Gathering in Washington D.C. Encountering people from all over the world expressing a sincere love for Jesus, some of distinction and high standing in government office, was most encouraging.

I attended the annual Prayer Breakfast and was excited to be in the presence of several dignitaries, including the most powerful man in the world. I am guessing that my table was about one hundred and fifty feet from center stage. My ears perked up when I heard the announcement, “Ladies and gentlemen, the President of the United States.” All three thousand of us rose to our feet, clapped our hands, and eagerly awaited for him speak.

What I heard for the next hour and seventeen minutes, however, was unsettling.

Braggadocios, polarizing, irreverent, and juvenile, the litany uttered by our president caused me great embarrassment. This is our national leader. He is the face of our beloved country. And I was perplexed at how many of my fellow brothers and sisters of the faith applauded him (sometimes scattered, other times concentrated) at several points in his speech. The fact that his vindictive comments, insults, and pettiness evoked enthusiastic response–rather than lament–was even more embarrassing.

And troubling.

No, this is nothing new. No one in recent times has been more vocal, blatant, and forthright that the current president (at least we know his positions, a far cry from his predecessor.) What was new for me was the experience of it—live, raw and uncensored, “unspun” by any media outlet. Pinch myself, I was there, flesh and blood Jeff Bonzelaar present.

I have been apolitical my whole life. This is certainly not a virtue per se. While I vote, pay my taxes, pray for our leaders, and engage in other civic duties, other priorities have captured my attention and directed where I have invested my time, energy, and resources. Please understand me: I am deeply grateful to be a citizen of the United States. I am also grateful for those who serve in public office and defend this country in the various branches of our armed forces. But my ultimate loyalties lie with another kingdom, another King.

I am a Christian above all else. Jesus Christ is my Savior and Lord. To him I owe my allegiance.

All that said, in the wake of my little episode, I was swimming in emotion for the next two weeks, trying to grapple with all this as a professing Christian. The clash of stories in that banquet hall on that Thursday morning could not have been more cataclysmic. On the one hand, there is the story of weakness, suffering, generosity, and forgiveness. It is the story I have been seeking to narrate my life by the last fifty years. The essence of that story is about doing justly, loving mercy, and walking humbly. The other story, represented by our Head of State and Government, is one of power, violence, and greed. It thrives on calling people names, boasts about being the most indicted person in history, and depreciates human life with off-handed remarks like, “I don’t like sleeping on planes. You know, I like looking out the window and watching for missiles and enemies actually.”

How do I reconcile biblical texts such as, “Submit yourselves to the governing authorities, for there is no authority except what God has established” (Rom. 13:1) and “Show proper respect to all men . . . (including) honor the king” (1 Pet. 2:19) with others which seem to say the very opposite, “We must obey God rather than man” (Acts 5:29) and “Render to Caesar what is Caesar’s and to God what is God’s” (Mt. 22:21)? What am I to make of John the Baptist calling out King Herod and getting his head chopped off (Mk. 6:14 ff.) and Jesus himself (“Mr. Meek & Mild”) referring to Herod as a “fox” (Lk. 13:32). Or John the Revelator certainly not turning a blind eye to the corrupt Babylon-like government of his day and denouncing it in piercing, apocalyptic language? How am I to understand God’s sovereignty and humankind’s freedom of will? Is this man in the White House by God’s doing? Man’s doing? Is he God’s chosen vehicle of blessing, or is he the consequence of our sin? Bottom line: What does it mean for me to be a Christian as an American citizen?

I know, selecting a pastor or Bible teacher is very different from electing a president or choosing a doctor or mechanic. While being a Christian may be desirable in the latter case, it is not at the top of the list of necessary requirements for performing surgery, fixing a car, or leading a nation. I know that with many elections, our choices are terribly limited. The hubris, avarice, divisiveness, and meanness bleeds both red and blue. Sometimes we are left to decide upon the least worst of candidates. I also know that for some voters, it all boils down to one issue (whether or not one likes the candidate). It is complicated. We all have our reasons, and we dare not judge each other. Some would say I am confusing person with policy. But for the life of me, I do not understand how anyone—especially the one who holds the highest office in our land—can get a free pass on matters of basic character, principle, and decency just because he promotes a conservative platform.

I am not a political pundit. I am a pastor. I have tried to stay in my lane these forty years. I would never want to bring harm to the ministry I represent or much more, the gospel of Jesus Christ. But I cannot sit passively on the sidelines and resume “business as usual.” I worry about the next generation–what they see modeled–not only at the top of the ladder but what they see from us (those of us who identify as Christ-followers). Do our attitudes, behaviors, and reactions to current events and leaders reflect the character, values, and commitments of God’s kingdom? Do they observe gracefulness in us (not spinelessness)? I have to say and do something. That is not only my moral duty as a citizen; it is my obligation as a follower of Christ.

Some might say I am mixing personal faith with politics and the way that game is uniquely played. But I cannot separate my identity as a Christian from how I approach politics any more than how I approach business, economics, entertainment, education, family, and the like. If the story of Christ is true and worthy of our deepest loyalties, it is meant to encompass and govern every dimension of our lives.

There are no easy answers to many of the questions. In fact, many thoughtful, devoted Christians come out on different sides on various issues. All the same, many regrettably give little thought to these matters (I have been guilty) and simply capitulate to self-interest and/or the closest bandwagon to them. I warn you: Any serious reflection will lead to tension. There is no getting around that. Christ does not bring relief; he brings holy distress! The cross of Christ–the heart of the Christian story and the template for Christian living–is the Great Divider. To paraphrase the Apostle Paul, it is utter foolishness and weakness to the wise and mighty, but to those who are being saved, it is the wisdom and power of God (1 Cor. 1:18-25).

Of course, we are not the first to have to wrestle with these things; nor will we be the last. Christians throughout the ages have had to work through the implications of their faith in relationship to their obligations to the State. The question for those of us who profess fidelity to Christ is, it seems: Will the Christ-Story rule our lives? If so, How is this Story to impact our lives?

Our security and hope are not finally found in any government or leader. The good news is that Christ decisively defeated the principalities and powers two thousand years ago and is coming back a second time–not to destroy the world but to rescue it from all the dark forces that hold it hostage to sin, Satan, and death–but to wrap things up, reconciling all things to himself, righting all wrongs, redeeming systems and structures, governments and powers, and bringing all things into subjection under him, filling every crack and crevice of the cosmos with his glorious presence. The Story ends, as John reminds his readers living in a very hostile, anti-god climate, with all the kingdoms of this world becoming the kingdom of our Lord and Christ and the Lamb of God reigning forever and ever (Rev. 11:15). Hallelujah!

Even so, Come, Lord Jesus!

21 Comments

  • Jerry says:

    Thank you, Jeff, for your heartfelt and honest article. I feel your pain. I have been a political orphan for the last three elections. What do you do when your liberal friends all think you’re a right-wing extremist (because of your views on abortion, family, homosexuality, etc), and your conservative friends all think you’ve sold out to the woke mob because you refuse to vote for Trump. sigh.

    I just appreciate the fact that you had the courage to speak out. One thing that has disappointed me greatly is how many Christian leaders give Trump a pass. And by that I mean, all the ones that said Clinton was unfit to lead the nation after his moral lapse are now often the very same ones that excuse Trump for worse offenses! I don’t get it. Calling sin “sin” should not toe party lines.

    Anyway, I’m just rambling now. Thanks again for your heart and your words of wisdom.

    • Jerry, I appreciate your comment. I could not have said it better. I “feel ya” as it relates to both categories of friends–the more liberal and the more conservative. Thank you again, brother.

  • Jim Petrone says:

    Thank you for your insight and wise words. This is a tough topic to approach but you spoke to the heart of the problem. And it is a problem. You are not confusing person with policy. Policy is one thing and person is another. A title is one thing and leadership is another. As you said, this is our national leader, and from what I’ve read, he is a pretty good leader with his teams and one-on-one. But nationally, he is a bully and a narcissist. We as Christians have such wonderful people to learn leadership skills from like John Maxwell, Carey Nieuwhof, Stephen Covey, and many others. When you learn the principles and scriptural references in their books they can be life, and career changing. As for the leader of the free world, I continually pray that he will truly find Jesus Christ and understand the humility of kneeling and bowing before our God. Even at the most recent state of the union, he called numerous times for those in attendance to stand if they believed in something he stated. When they didn’t stand, he called them “crazy” or put them down in another way. The leaders I mentioned above teach that influence grows through respect, understanding, and relationship rather than humiliation. Instead of humiliating or angering them, a simple line like “Every one of us took an oath to serve the American people. Even if we differ on policy, we share the same mission. To build a country where families can thrive and children are safe.” This is the type of response I’ve been praying for from Trump. I’ll keep praying.
    I imagine is must be very hard for many pastors to not speak out on political issues, and you are not speaking to politics, but to the person. Policies we can agree or disagree with. What makes it so hard with Trump is that while I may agree with something the administration is doing, quite often I resent the way opponents to the policy are characterized or treated. Trump punches hard (publicly) all the time. There’s an old expression “An iron fist in a velvet glove.” It means exercising strong authority or determination but presenting it in a gentle, polite, or diplomatic way. I wish he used a velvet (or Christian) glove more often.

  • Allen Gaggini says:

    Hello Jeff. I have read your comprehensive article over several times. I truly appreciate your conflicted thoughts related to our country’s political status. I agree that our president is and will forever be a narcissistic individual who has little regard for appropriate political behavior. With that being said, please understand the other options would be a total disaster for our country! I agree we need to focus on our faith and Christian principles; however, to not take a political position would be irresponsible and dangerous. Have we not learned from the the past? If the churches in Germany had actually taken a stand against the Nazis, the event of WW2 may have never taken place! I don’t believe being a Christian exempts me from being involved in what is best for this country.
    Yes, Trump leaves a lot to be desired, but his policies and devotion to this country are to be commended. Just imagine if the liberals had won. I rather not! God bless you, Jeff. We need to get together soon. Al Gaggini

    • Hey Al, I understand and can certainly appreciate your sentiments. And you are right, being a Christ-follower does not exempt us from being engaged politically in this country. Just how we approach these matters will vary. May God grant us all wisdom, discernment, humility, and courage. Blessing brother!

  • Gregg Williams says:

    Thank you Jesus for giving Pastor Jeff this experience. Thank you Pastor Jeff for the courage to speak these words. For the better part of the last 10 years, I have felt alone with very similar thoughts. I have wrestled with many of the same versus you referenced, I would add Luke 6:45 to consider. I believe John Maxwell when he says that character is the most important quality of a leader. Also, Pastor Rick Warren when he says that our character is the only thing we will take to Heaven. Please know that when the world attacks you for these words, that you are not alone. As for me, I rejoice in knowing that I am no longer alone on an island. Praise Jesus! Your Brother in Christ, Gregg Williams (a.k.a., The Lord’s Stuff Guy).

  • Steve Gallegos says:

    Thank you Brother Jeff!
    God has used you to clearly articulate to us followers of Jesus Christ how to look at a confusing and polarizing subject. May all who read this be reminded to look to God on how to think about such things and truly seek Him on what to do. To God be the Glory!

  • Mark Menestrina says:

    Thank you for a very thought provoking read Pastor Jeff. It caused me to reflect on my own feelings in this regard. After mulling this over (I find I do this more the older I get) I seem to find a degree of sanity with the recovery adage…”principles before personality”, trying to keep separate politicians persona from what they are trying to do for the country. This has been helpful, as I don’t have many role models who are public servants. The second thing that calms me and keeps me focused is the Serenity Prayer. I won’t repeat it here, but will convey the “Short version”: “I can’t. God can. I believe I’ll let him.” Thanks again!

  • Bruce Garner says:

    Thanks for sharing your experience and quandary.

  • Kenneth Keene says:

    We are to be Christians above all else. Amen! Thanks for this!

  • Gerry Garrity says:

    Well said Jeff! So refreshing to hear.

  • Jonathon Bonzelaar says:

    Thank you, Dad, for your words of wisdom. Jesus and His redemptive plan that is already coming to fruition is our ultimate hope. Praise be to God.

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